The more I look back on all the happy times, the easier it is for me to realize, that friends are much more than hellos and goodbye, it all comes down to what you have inside.
For me to sit and say " I wont miss this old place " , is wrong and untrue (cant you tell in my face?), all the friends and teachers meant so much to me, I don't know any place that I'd rather be.
Cherish these years...each and everyday, the people you'll meet and the places you'll go, and the hurt once that's gone is more then you'll know.
Moving on and meeting new people, seems like the most interesting thing! New buddies, new pals, a whole new world to explore.
" Why do I cry? ", Sze Han and Dang Yao came out with the same question. Even I asked for myself deep in heart. I always wanted to leave, didn't I? " Can't wait to get out of here " were my initial words. But why and why now are my questions.
Messages I wanted to tell some of my friends :
Isabelle : We've been friends for 5 years since form 1, we seldom argue and we understand each other most, I'm here sincerely thank you for accompanying me during the hard times. I'm so glad to met a wonderful friend like you. My Best cong cong (: I love you a lot you know that right? Will you tell everything to me like how you used to be next time? I hope we'll stay like this forever and you're a Princess tonight (; You look so beautiful! I don't have to tell much because we can read each others mind aren't we?
Cassandra : Dear Darling, we have always been very nice to each other. Remember we always laugh and have fun crazy together? I remember when we argued, things really hurt. But when I think of it now, it turns to be part of our great memories. I'm glad that we still being good to each other like last time, we hold each other when we fall, so do not forget every single thing we used to have (: smile darling, don't cry when you read this, and when you asked to promise that we'll celebrate our birthdays together, I really wanted this to be real and forever! I love you! I can hardly tell you everything in words but I hope you know what I mean (: may our friendship last forever and always!
Yee Pin : My dear Best friend! I'm touched when you say that I'm really your best friend, we really don't talk much. But we're always there for each other whenever any of us fall right? Thank you for listening to all my problems every time. You listen to all my problems patiently, after that you'll guide me to the correct path, how can I lose such important Best Friend? We promised to be good like this forever! So you better don't forget me next time, today is the last day I see your performance on stage. As I remember I never try to escape from any of your performance, because I'm giving you full support each time and always! Remember this? " I got no kawan , no kawan , but you! " you told me this, and I wont forget!
Daphne : Darling, we had been sisters for a long time! And I will never forget how you used to help me in problems. You're good in accounts, I remember that you taught me for few minutes and I master the ' A/K Realisasi ' chapter! I wont forget the time we spent together and you're the Great Actor among us! lol, you got what I mean right? You bring joy and laughter to me, and whenever I have problems, even if I don't tell, you'll tell me that " Darling, your face wrote it all out that you're having problems " and then we'll started to share stories! Thank you for being my sisters! I love you!
Yee Tung : Oh dear, there's lots to say about you. But I'll make it short (: because it's too long to write if I have to mention everything about your cold jokes. You are the MOST 欠打 person I've ever met! Sorry I can't find words to describe you. But for sure, I wont forget you as well. Life would be bored without you, so which means YOU are important as well =)
Lee Yuee : Darling, I think the closest time together was form2. I can remember how we used to skip pjk classes together at the reading corner with soo ting, yee jeat, and others. My form2 life was crazy being together with ya'all. And thanks for concern whenever I'm in problems (:
Justin Choong : Hi there, shocked to see your name here huh? I just wanted to say thanks to you! Remember when you help me and care about me during my hard times? You know exactly how I feel. And also thanks for sharing your stories with me, you should know which story right? and oh I found 1 thing! You seriously look like Fido-Dido (: you said you'll only try to not forgetting me, but I'll tell you that I wont forget you! Because you are Justin Choong Wei Shern!
Roger : Thanks for coming today (: though even if you came to find foo chok? I thank you for taking pictures with me and pay a visit on my graduation day! I still remember what you've said, ' I may not spend you food and drinks, but I am very generous to share my knowledge '. Thanks for sharing everything and always do care for everyone. I'm glad to know you as a friend, because you are a nice friend to me though you said you're a bad person, I'm not afraid of it. Bad person still need friends right? Boss! Al-Madinah after SPM lahh xD
Danny Lim : You did not come back to school today!! So busy with your assignment la now..don't forget you still owe me a watch I still remember!
Chang Meng : My Mr. Black kai sai lou x) eh since form 2 you're already my kai sai lou. I'm so glad that we're friends! Every year you wont give me birthday present but a lovely card! Please full fill what you have promised (: YOU still owe me a card! The most funny things when i look back to the past, I remember how you gave me the 1st card made by you! Have you forgotten about it? That was a nice surprise, thank you Ong Chang Meng sai lou!
Yi Kai & Sze Han : Chui Sui King! Thanks to you, my life turn really noisy! haha..I had been same class with you for 3years, and this 3years my life really very noisy x) but I will sure miss those noisy days!
Ewe Mun & Dang Yao : Hey 2 of you! Don't simply divorce people lahh, must be happily ever after like the fairy tale! Same goes to our friendship (:
Soo ting , Esther , Jessica , Benjamin Dickson , Sylvia , Tien Rong , Zi Yi : Thanks for the wonderful dinner night! I had a great time spending with ya'all. Benjamin, you really stupid this time, haha sorry no offend! because usually you are smart, but not today (: you've been tricked by us! Ting ting, I hope you enjoy your birthday, ily (: Thank you guys for bringing me such wonderful times in high school! I will surely miss everyone of you!
To 5p2 classmates : This is the most retard class I ever met! Thanks for your appearance and all the best to everyone! Next year must have gathering alright (:
Kiddo Giselle Chen Sue Ping : Remember what you've said! Let's go out yam cha and don't lose contact okay (: since I know where's your house! Wait for me to ring on your door bell anytime! haha
Hng Ting Hang : stupid boyf! You FFK me today :(
Lai Vinc-Yuee : How dare you lie on me! eesh..no pictures at last! hmph!
Kenny Chee : YOU don't even bother to look for me during my last day in CHS! arghhh
Elyse Pang : Best of luck to you (: get good results in spm!
Teryn Wen Xing : Hey! I think I have less pictures with you today! Anyway, all the best!
Dennis Choo : Don't forget to send me those pictures we took alright! Do I consider lucky? Because I did not fill up form from your assistant and I get to take those pictures with you! Haha, I still not forgetting that you owe me an ice-cream! So you better not forgetting me (;
I had lots of words to everyone I think of but for now I should stop. I'm mentally and physically tired now, I'm off to bed! I LOVE YOU ALL!
To All SPM candidates : ALL THE BEST! DO NOT GIVE UP! (: GOOD LUCK!
For me to sit and say " I wont miss this old place " , is wrong and untrue (cant you tell in my face?), all the friends and teachers meant so much to me, I don't know any place that I'd rather be.
Cherish these years...each and everyday, the people you'll meet and the places you'll go, and the hurt once that's gone is more then you'll know.
Moving on and meeting new people, seems like the most interesting thing! New buddies, new pals, a whole new world to explore.
At first, tears never came and overflowed. All there was was excitement. Laughter, amazement and gladness. For the final year in high school's about to be uncovered.
But during the last days, things changed. Memories and good times of the past shone, clouded our minds as we thought of leaving, while all the emotions altogether brewed.
All of a sudden, tear-floods overflowed, unmanageable. Rivers of crystalline tears mixed with sobs, reminiscing the past seemed to be hard. To grasp the thought was unbearable." Why do I cry? ", Sze Han and Dang Yao came out with the same question. Even I asked for myself deep in heart. I always wanted to leave, didn't I? " Can't wait to get out of here " were my initial words. But why and why now are my questions.
Sadness creeps in and heart full of sorrow, as I sat with clouded eyes, still crying. Nothing will be lost, I thought. I'll look forward to tomorrow.
All of these are foolish things to say. Foolish...fooling myself is what I'm doing. All the friends and teachers that I've known, cannot be replaced in any way.
Sure, new experiences will come. But will these outshine the old ones? Love and understanding have grown for five years. Hard to comprehend why it's all ending.
Life goes on, they say. But now all I want is life to be as it is. Joy fills my heart in this place. Nothing more to ask for, I prayed.
Goodbye...goodbye...final goodbye. In these last few days of woe and sorrow. Tears mixed with laughter echoes in the halls, as the cover closes in the final days of this chapter.
All my friends will be leaving and I'll still be here, all my friends I'll be losing is my greatest fear, Promise you wont forget me as you go away, promise you'll be back to see me someday!Messages I wanted to tell some of my friends :
Isabelle : We've been friends for 5 years since form 1, we seldom argue and we understand each other most, I'm here sincerely thank you for accompanying me during the hard times. I'm so glad to met a wonderful friend like you. My Best cong cong (: I love you a lot you know that right? Will you tell everything to me like how you used to be next time? I hope we'll stay like this forever and you're a Princess tonight (; You look so beautiful! I don't have to tell much because we can read each others mind aren't we?
Cassandra : Dear Darling, we have always been very nice to each other. Remember we always laugh and have fun crazy together? I remember when we argued, things really hurt. But when I think of it now, it turns to be part of our great memories. I'm glad that we still being good to each other like last time, we hold each other when we fall, so do not forget every single thing we used to have (: smile darling, don't cry when you read this, and when you asked to promise that we'll celebrate our birthdays together, I really wanted this to be real and forever! I love you! I can hardly tell you everything in words but I hope you know what I mean (: may our friendship last forever and always!
Yee Pin : My dear Best friend! I'm touched when you say that I'm really your best friend, we really don't talk much. But we're always there for each other whenever any of us fall right? Thank you for listening to all my problems every time. You listen to all my problems patiently, after that you'll guide me to the correct path, how can I lose such important Best Friend? We promised to be good like this forever! So you better don't forget me next time, today is the last day I see your performance on stage. As I remember I never try to escape from any of your performance, because I'm giving you full support each time and always! Remember this? " I got no kawan , no kawan , but you! " you told me this, and I wont forget!
Daphne : Darling, we had been sisters for a long time! And I will never forget how you used to help me in problems. You're good in accounts, I remember that you taught me for few minutes and I master the ' A/K Realisasi ' chapter! I wont forget the time we spent together and you're the Great Actor among us! lol, you got what I mean right? You bring joy and laughter to me, and whenever I have problems, even if I don't tell, you'll tell me that " Darling, your face wrote it all out that you're having problems " and then we'll started to share stories! Thank you for being my sisters! I love you!
Yee Tung : Oh dear, there's lots to say about you. But I'll make it short (: because it's too long to write if I have to mention everything about your cold jokes. You are the MOST 欠打 person I've ever met! Sorry I can't find words to describe you. But for sure, I wont forget you as well. Life would be bored without you, so which means YOU are important as well =)
Lee Yuee : Darling, I think the closest time together was form2. I can remember how we used to skip pjk classes together at the reading corner with soo ting, yee jeat, and others. My form2 life was crazy being together with ya'all. And thanks for concern whenever I'm in problems (:
Justin Choong : Hi there, shocked to see your name here huh? I just wanted to say thanks to you! Remember when you help me and care about me during my hard times? You know exactly how I feel. And also thanks for sharing your stories with me, you should know which story right? and oh I found 1 thing! You seriously look like Fido-Dido (: you said you'll only try to not forgetting me, but I'll tell you that I wont forget you! Because you are Justin Choong Wei Shern!
Roger : Thanks for coming today (: though even if you came to find foo chok? I thank you for taking pictures with me and pay a visit on my graduation day! I still remember what you've said, ' I may not spend you food and drinks, but I am very generous to share my knowledge '. Thanks for sharing everything and always do care for everyone. I'm glad to know you as a friend, because you are a nice friend to me though you said you're a bad person, I'm not afraid of it. Bad person still need friends right? Boss! Al-Madinah after SPM lahh xD
Danny Lim : You did not come back to school today!! So busy with your assignment la now..don't forget you still owe me a watch I still remember!
Chang Meng : My Mr. Black kai sai lou x) eh since form 2 you're already my kai sai lou. I'm so glad that we're friends! Every year you wont give me birthday present but a lovely card! Please full fill what you have promised (: YOU still owe me a card! The most funny things when i look back to the past, I remember how you gave me the 1st card made by you! Have you forgotten about it? That was a nice surprise, thank you Ong Chang Meng sai lou!
Yi Kai & Sze Han : Chui Sui King! Thanks to you, my life turn really noisy! haha..I had been same class with you for 3years, and this 3years my life really very noisy x) but I will sure miss those noisy days!
Ewe Mun & Dang Yao : Hey 2 of you! Don't simply divorce people lahh, must be happily ever after like the fairy tale! Same goes to our friendship (:
Soo ting , Esther , Jessica , Benjamin Dickson , Sylvia , Tien Rong , Zi Yi : Thanks for the wonderful dinner night! I had a great time spending with ya'all. Benjamin, you really stupid this time, haha sorry no offend! because usually you are smart, but not today (: you've been tricked by us! Ting ting, I hope you enjoy your birthday, ily (: Thank you guys for bringing me such wonderful times in high school! I will surely miss everyone of you!
To 5p2 classmates : This is the most retard class I ever met! Thanks for your appearance and all the best to everyone! Next year must have gathering alright (:
Kiddo Giselle Chen Sue Ping : Remember what you've said! Let's go out yam cha and don't lose contact okay (: since I know where's your house! Wait for me to ring on your door bell anytime! haha
Hng Ting Hang : stupid boyf! You FFK me today :(
Lai Vinc-Yuee : How dare you lie on me! eesh..no pictures at last! hmph!
Kenny Chee : YOU don't even bother to look for me during my last day in CHS! arghhh
Elyse Pang : Best of luck to you (: get good results in spm!
Teryn Wen Xing : Hey! I think I have less pictures with you today! Anyway, all the best!
Dennis Choo : Don't forget to send me those pictures we took alright! Do I consider lucky? Because I did not fill up form from your assistant and I get to take those pictures with you! Haha, I still not forgetting that you owe me an ice-cream! So you better not forgetting me (;
I had lots of words to everyone I think of but for now I should stop. I'm mentally and physically tired now, I'm off to bed! I LOVE YOU ALL!
To All SPM candidates : ALL THE BEST! DO NOT GIVE UP! (: GOOD LUCK!
